Daily journal April 23, 2001, Jesse Helms speaks of China as Armageddon on CBS. The plane shame of the missionary plane over Peru being plain shot down without a warning is a crying shame sure enough. This should not have happened and would not of happen in my opinion, without American intervention in a war without regard to civilian casualty of a far-reaching uncontrollable nature. The CIA plane actually called in the fighter jet. Ezekiel 8-2 “Then I beheld and lo a likeness as the appearance of fire: from the appear-ance of his loins even downward, fire; and from his loins even upward. as the appearance Of brightness, as the color of amber”. Pray for me to have strength to stand and witness. Jesse Helms being interviewed at his home in North Carolina plainly said about China's military strength including a threat to Taiwan, that this may be the Battle of Armageddon that is now brewing in the Far East. Jesse needs to disassociate himself from the Lodge of Free Masonry and bare his soul before God for enlightened victory for self. I hope he can serve for many more years because he has the stuff needed to tell the world like it is how he feels. This is consistent with what I have written in this journal many times about the buildup of the Chinese military being the largest manufacturer of war materials in all the world and a nation of my home we have become dependent to Wal-Mart and Wal-Mart is dependent upon China for most of their supplies in today's market. We are dependant. My faith is in the Lord God Almighty and He inspires me daily, I will always praise. Lord let me never be rich again because I may be like them. So long as I had to be sucker beholden to the banks then I was like them. We are driven back to nature whether we like it or not and for awhile we have lived on the land without money as people should live a life and we’re still without money. I've found that God supplies the real important things we need and we do not need most of the rest because their luxurious. If God should put you down, you are down like Job in the Old Testament and if God puts you up then you are up but being up does not always mean that one is Godly. Most of the powerful world is un-Godly and that includes those of the so-called church. If a man is too popular then he is most likely conceded to the world and compromised his principles of God for those of the world which is the devil. Until the devil is chained down in hell for 1000 years. Be dependant on the Lord God and not on man who will fail you in time or sooner. They say a cat has nine lives and I think I do also with art being one of them. I never wanted to be an artist but when I saw the Vision to paint I did my very best as I do in all things I do although sometimes my best is not good enough. They also say that a cat can drop three stories and live but from three to nine stories it will die but above nine stories it will live again, that is it will not die if falling ninth stories to the ground. I feel like I have fallen ninth stories at least and I am outside looking in at the world go round. May God help me to paint His Word in truth and show the world the right way for salvation. Dear Lord, help me to deal with the agony I feel as I look upon a wayward world. The paper houses by quick builders on tiny lots all around town are now reported to be flooding out and in one area they say owners have abandoned the property leaving the banks holding the houses because of flooding. I ask again were the people are all coming from that occupy these paper houses. The traffic on the highways is multiplying daily. This system is corrupt and in need of visionaries to guild the way. I lost it all but God has Shown me the true way through it all to point people in the right direction for everlasting. The King of England gave up his throne for his love of a woman and not even a pretty one. It is proven that personal satisfaction is more important to people than great wealth.